Thursday, November 08, 2007

aao ... kho jain hum, ho jain hum yun laa'pata
aao ... meelo'n chalein, jana kahan na ho pata

bethay bethay aisay kaisay koi rusta naya sa milay?
tu bhi chalay mei bhi chalon hongay kum yeh tubhi faaslay

aao ... mil jaiga hoga jahan pe raasta
aao meeloo'n chalein, jana kahan na ho pata


hum jo chalnay lagay, chalnay lagay hain yeh raastay
manzil se behtar lugnay lagay hain yeh raastay ..

aao ... kho jain hum, ho jain hum yun laa'pata
aao ... meelo'n chalein, jana kahan na ho pata


aao meelo'n chalein - shan
OST: jub we met - [download]



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[listening to agar pyaar (orig. version) -ali haider]


you can tell when any animal is confused

the stress is taking a toll on me, badly.
i cant digest anymore, literally. but i dont want to lose it .... i don't need this. i can beg sadly i guess, but its not stopping it. it's not working.

i cannot take the easy option. i can not run away n become someone else. i have to deal with everything here n now. i have to suffer. and i fcuking deserve it.

i don't know why do i even bother trying to sort this shit out. why do i even care if it hurts? im a weirdo . what the hell am i doing here? stupidstupidstupid! i got to be stronger.


its like old times again.

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i miss hamster.

3:40a

0 lend me some sugar.

 
written by jia.

  ..so lately i have been in this stay-up-till 7am, ungrammatical, nostalgic, talk to myself. paranoid, insomniac, wide eyed, and a little intense. okie maybe little is an understatement. wish i knew if i wanted stability more than the complete range of emotions and melodrama. if only life could be summarized in one simple word...good or bad. -im too young to be stuck somewhere in the middle, sitting on a fence and whining about it. no, i cant write an intro for myself, hence i ask you to read the damn blog. maybe.. you'll find out more through my posts. n in the meanwhile take a panadol handy.. .

tell me you luv me..

Terror Alert Level -

Terror Alert Level

dynasty -

One crow sorrow
Two crows mirth
Three crows a joining
Four crows a birth
Five crows lucky
Six crows cold
Seven crows a secret
Never to be told

mantra -
 

- Lately...

 When I was a child
a story was told
about the devil
and a girl so bold.
He offered her riches,
a fortune of gold,
and lovers abound.
But she lifted her soul,
she lifted her soul clean.
Like the story was told
on a dark country road
the same man appeared to me...

But I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

Now twenty years later
to the place I return where I scorned the angels
for a passion that burned.
There set in a tree
a knot twisted and turned,
the face of a creature Hell bound.
So long ago
could my mind've played jokes on me?
As darkness sets in,
unavoidable sin,
the truth I try not to believe....

That I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

-by Azure Ray

 

ode to meaning..

_________________

One Tree Hill - New Zealand.
Dedicated to Xulfee Bhai, who chose to die in the Summer of 2003 Oct 7.

calm before the storm

_________________

Numb by Linkin Park

And i know
I may end up failing too
But i know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you..
I've become so Numb...I can't feel you there.

moon phase
 

calculated distractions

broken promises ..

said he: tum jaisay doosron say bhaagti ho aur chupati ho .. wohi mere saath bhi kiya....  "  

~*~  current mood ...

                 

coffee files...

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