Saturday, December 01, 2007

Godspeed, my friend.



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[i stray ]
[i sway maiqaday -hariharan]
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wafaa kaisi?? kahan ka ishq jub sir phorna tehra?!

60 seconds of silence is more than long.
The world, as a whole, does not care. ford would still pump out cars nobody can afford, wars would go on, and the world would continue to spin. life as we know it would not change. so why does it matter to me so much? no it doesn't. there’s just the life i want versus the life i have. i have realized a funny thing but so true, sleep never make matters better.


good and the bad and the whole truth.. and the truth you tell your friends opposed to the truth you make yourself believe. the friendship is harder to maintain, and apparently often not worth the effort. hate no longer registers on my brain. no more chasing people..... why do i want to go running around trying to chase people who suck at being a friend? it doesn't add up. i know im not supposed to be perfect. i know i know..


anyhow.. dinner n cooking sounds like fun these days.
blogging sucks like ... i don't know why im here.




dear anaar.. i don't know why you do the things you do? :)

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Contemplating
becasue the one persone who i want to talk to the most is the person that i shouldn't talk to.

how soon i forget.





(see my sad face?)
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5:14a

0 lend me some sugar.

 
written by jia.

  ..so lately i have been in this stay-up-till 7am, ungrammatical, nostalgic, talk to myself. paranoid, insomniac, wide eyed, and a little intense. okie maybe little is an understatement. wish i knew if i wanted stability more than the complete range of emotions and melodrama. if only life could be summarized in one simple word...good or bad. -im too young to be stuck somewhere in the middle, sitting on a fence and whining about it. no, i cant write an intro for myself, hence i ask you to read the damn blog. maybe.. you'll find out more through my posts. n in the meanwhile take a panadol handy.. .

tell me you luv me..

Terror Alert Level -

Terror Alert Level

dynasty -

One crow sorrow
Two crows mirth
Three crows a joining
Four crows a birth
Five crows lucky
Six crows cold
Seven crows a secret
Never to be told

mantra -
 

- Lately...

 When I was a child
a story was told
about the devil
and a girl so bold.
He offered her riches,
a fortune of gold,
and lovers abound.
But she lifted her soul,
she lifted her soul clean.
Like the story was told
on a dark country road
the same man appeared to me...

But I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

Now twenty years later
to the place I return where I scorned the angels
for a passion that burned.
There set in a tree
a knot twisted and turned,
the face of a creature Hell bound.
So long ago
could my mind've played jokes on me?
As darkness sets in,
unavoidable sin,
the truth I try not to believe....

That I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

-by Azure Ray

 

ode to meaning..

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One Tree Hill - New Zealand.
Dedicated to Xulfee Bhai, who chose to die in the Summer of 2003 Oct 7.

calm before the storm

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Numb by Linkin Park

And i know
I may end up failing too
But i know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you..
I've become so Numb...I can't feel you there.

moon phase
 

calculated distractions

broken promises ..

said he: tum jaisay doosron say bhaagti ho aur chupati ho .. wohi mere saath bhi kiya....  "  

~*~  current mood ...

                 

coffee files...

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