Monday, July 02, 2007

"'What would you say to a little game?' 'Is it a brain teaser?' 'Not really.' 'I like brain teasers.' 'So do I. But this isn't a brain teaser.' 'Bummer.' 'I'm going to say a word and I want you to tell me the first thing that comes to mind. You can say a word, a person's name, or even a sound. Whatever. There are no right or wrong answers here. No rules. Should we give it a try?' I said, 'Shoot.' He said, 'Family.' I said, 'Family.' He said, 'I'm sorry. I don't think I explained this well. I'll say a word and you tell me the first thing you think of.' I said, 'You said "family" and I thought of family.' He said, 'But let's try not to use the same word. OK?' 'OK. I mean, yeah.' 'Family.' 'Heavy petting.' 'Heavy petting?' 'It's when a man rubs a woman's VJ with his fingers. Right?' 'Yes, that's right. OK. There are no wrong answers. How about safety?' 'How about it?' 'OK.' 'Yeah.' 'Bellybutton.' 'Bellybutton?' 'Bellybutton.' 'I can't think of anything but bellybutton.' 'Give it a try. Bellybutton.' 'Bellybutton doesn't make me think of anything.' 'Dig deep.' 'In my bellybutton?' 'In your brain, Oskar.' 'Uh.' 'Bellybutton. Bellybutton.' 'Stomach anus?' 'Good.' 'Bad.' 'No, I meant "Good. You did good."' 'I did well.' 'Well.' 'Water.' 'Celebrate.' 'Ruff, ruff.' 'Was that a bark?' 'Anyway.' 'OK. Great.' 'Yeah.' 'Dirty.' 'Bellybutton.' 'Uncomfortable.' 'Extremely.' 'Yellow.' 'The color of a yellow person's bellybutton.' 'Let's see if we can keep it to one word, though, OK?' 'For a game with no rules, this game has a lot of rules.' 'Hurt.' 'Realistic.' 'Cucumber.' 'Formica.' 'Formica?' 'Cucumber?' 'Home.' 'Where the stuff is.' 'Emergency.' 'Dad.' 'Is your father the cause of the emergency, or the solution to it?' 'Both.' 'Happiness.' 'Happiness. Oops. Sorry.' 'Happiness.' 'I don't know.' 'Try. Happiness.' 'Dunno.' 'Happiness. Dig.' I shrugged my shoulders. 'Happiness, happiness.' 'Dr. Fein?' 'Howard.' 'Howard?' 'Yes?' 'I'm feeling self-conscious.'"


Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close - Jonathan Safran
Foer

0 lend me some sugar.

 

written by jia.

  ..so lately i have been in this stay-up-till 7am, ungrammatical, nostalgic, talk to myself. paranoid, insomniac, wide eyed, and a little intense. okie maybe little is an understatement. wish i knew if i wanted stability more than the complete range of emotions and melodrama. if only life could be summarized in one simple word...good or bad. -im too young to be stuck somewhere in the middle, sitting on a fence and whining about it. no, i cant write an intro for myself, hence i ask you to read the damn blog. maybe.. you'll find out more through my posts. n in the meanwhile take a panadol handy.. .

tell me you luv me..

Terror Alert Level -

dynasty -

One crow sorrow
Two crows mirth
Three crows a joining
Four crows a birth
Five crows lucky
Six crows cold
Seven crows a secret
Never to be told

mantra -

 

- Lately...

 When I was a child
a story was told
about the devil
and a girl so bold.
He offered her riches,
a fortune of gold,
and lovers abound.
But she lifted her soul,
she lifted her soul clean.
Like the story was told
on a dark country road
the same man appeared to me...

But I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

Now twenty years later
to the place I return where I scorned the angels
for a passion that burned.
There set in a tree
a knot twisted and turned,
the face of a creature Hell bound.
So long ago
could my mind've played jokes on me?
As darkness sets in,
unavoidable sin,
the truth I try not to believe....

That I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

-by Azure Ray

 

ode to meaning..

_________________

One Tree Hill - New Zealand.
Dedicated to Xulfee Bhai, who chose to die in the Summer of 2003 Oct 7.

calm before the storm

_________________

Numb by Linkin Park

And i know
I may end up failing too
But i know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you..
I've become so Numb...I can't feel you there.

moon phase

calculated distractions

• aZ!
• max
• Aks
• Atif
• Ines
• just iffi
• jaali jojo

broken promises ..

said he: tum jaisay doosron say bhaagti ho aur chupati ho .. wohi mere saath bhi kiya....  "  

~*~  current mood ...

                 

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