Saturday, August 18, 2007

[i stray completely relaxed]
[i sway kabhi yun bhi aa meri ankh mei -jagjit singh]

'Woh bara raheem-o-kareem hai' mujhe yeh sifat bhi ata karay
tujhay bhoolnay ki dua karon.. per dua mein meri aser na ho`

kabhi yun bhi aa meri ankh mein kay meri nazar ko khabar na ho.... :)


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life tests our limits.
sometimes we deal with situations. sometimes we don't.
it makes us aware of our limits n where they are within ourselves. many times those limits get stretched beyond reasons. sometimes they break.

i have absolutely hit mine so im gonna hermit for a while.

now i can start rearranging the plans to my liking. i know i can't go back n only forward but i can choose my pace. it feels like im getting rid of alot of dead weight in my life. n theres the feeling of cutting ties with people and being formally out of relationships. BLISS! i can't remember what i ever saw in those connections..though rationally i know they were important at one time. - its like they belonged to another person's life.




i have to remember that although i am happy and can very much be proactive with my moods not everyone else can be! ha!

thank you come again. have at!
3:40 am

0 lend me some sugar.

 
written by jia.

  ..so lately i have been in this stay-up-till 7am, ungrammatical, nostalgic, talk to myself. paranoid, insomniac, wide eyed, and a little intense. okie maybe little is an understatement. wish i knew if i wanted stability more than the complete range of emotions and melodrama. if only life could be summarized in one simple word...good or bad. -im too young to be stuck somewhere in the middle, sitting on a fence and whining about it. no, i cant write an intro for myself, hence i ask you to read the damn blog. maybe.. you'll find out more through my posts. n in the meanwhile take a panadol handy.. .

tell me you luv me..

Terror Alert Level -

Terror Alert Level

dynasty -

One crow sorrow
Two crows mirth
Three crows a joining
Four crows a birth
Five crows lucky
Six crows cold
Seven crows a secret
Never to be told

mantra -
 

- Lately...

 When I was a child
a story was told
about the devil
and a girl so bold.
He offered her riches,
a fortune of gold,
and lovers abound.
But she lifted her soul,
she lifted her soul clean.
Like the story was told
on a dark country road
the same man appeared to me...

But I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

Now twenty years later
to the place I return where I scorned the angels
for a passion that burned.
There set in a tree
a knot twisted and turned,
the face of a creature Hell bound.
So long ago
could my mind've played jokes on me?
As darkness sets in,
unavoidable sin,
the truth I try not to believe....

That I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

-by Azure Ray

 

ode to meaning..

_________________

One Tree Hill - New Zealand.
Dedicated to Xulfee Bhai, who chose to die in the Summer of 2003 Oct 7.

calm before the storm

_________________

Numb by Linkin Park

And i know
I may end up failing too
But i know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you..
I've become so Numb...I can't feel you there.

moon phase
 

calculated distractions

broken promises ..

said he: tum jaisay doosron say bhaagti ho aur chupati ho .. wohi mere saath bhi kiya....  "  

~*~  current mood ...

                 

coffee files...

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