Friday, September 21, 2007

[i stray just looking at your face ]
[i sway do you know? (the ping pong song) -enrique iglesias]

things have been okie.. today feels even much better. a long nights sleep n moderate morning exercise, coupled with it being friday so in saturday i'll have the next episode of man-o-salwa` on hum tv. did i tell you im just in luv with this drama serial these days n the soundtrack is just awesome! i'll share the soundtrack link as soon as i'll find it here.

nothing in particular to report. last night a friend of mine said "agr tum aisay hee kerti rahi apni EGO mein tou tum ek din akaili reh jaon gee..'' past couple of weeks uss nay yeh bhi kaha kay "agr tum aisay hee phone pick nahe karo gee aur lougon kay msgs tuk reply na karo gee tou ek din ayega jub tum akaili reh jao gee" .............meinay tub bhi tumhari baat ignore ki thi magar ummh? .. tumnay mujh se kuch kaha kya? mujhay sunaiee nahe diya.

mei akaili reh jaon gee' se mutlab? mei akaili nahe hon abhi kya? aur mei buhat khush hon aisay, paagal.. :)

aur yeh kounsay stupid reasons hain mere akailay honay k liye hmm? haha ..
aur yeh kounsay JOTISHI BABA hain jo mera future predict kertay rehtay hain her time hun? ehh...... you didnt make sense. n thats the only reason kay meinay jawab mei tumhay kuch bhi nahe kaha. acha hua net he disconnect ho gaya tha phir. :)

in the end: i don't care about much which makes things simple.

i think now i have said enough.
fare well. take care n keep up the healthy eating!
xoxox

16:44

0 lend me some sugar.

 
written by jia.

  ..so lately i have been in this stay-up-till 7am, ungrammatical, nostalgic, talk to myself. paranoid, insomniac, wide eyed, and a little intense. okie maybe little is an understatement. wish i knew if i wanted stability more than the complete range of emotions and melodrama. if only life could be summarized in one simple word...good or bad. -im too young to be stuck somewhere in the middle, sitting on a fence and whining about it. no, i cant write an intro for myself, hence i ask you to read the damn blog. maybe.. you'll find out more through my posts. n in the meanwhile take a panadol handy.. .

tell me you luv me..

Terror Alert Level -

Terror Alert Level

dynasty -

One crow sorrow
Two crows mirth
Three crows a joining
Four crows a birth
Five crows lucky
Six crows cold
Seven crows a secret
Never to be told

mantra -
 

- Lately...

 When I was a child
a story was told
about the devil
and a girl so bold.
He offered her riches,
a fortune of gold,
and lovers abound.
But she lifted her soul,
she lifted her soul clean.
Like the story was told
on a dark country road
the same man appeared to me...

But I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

Now twenty years later
to the place I return where I scorned the angels
for a passion that burned.
There set in a tree
a knot twisted and turned,
the face of a creature Hell bound.
So long ago
could my mind've played jokes on me?
As darkness sets in,
unavoidable sin,
the truth I try not to believe....

That I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

-by Azure Ray

 

ode to meaning..

_________________

One Tree Hill - New Zealand.
Dedicated to Xulfee Bhai, who chose to die in the Summer of 2003 Oct 7.

calm before the storm

_________________

Numb by Linkin Park

And i know
I may end up failing too
But i know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you..
I've become so Numb...I can't feel you there.

moon phase
 

calculated distractions

broken promises ..

said he: tum jaisay doosron say bhaagti ho aur chupati ho .. wohi mere saath bhi kiya....  "  

~*~  current mood ...

                 

coffee files...

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