Monday, December 24, 2007

[i stray lay's french cheese]
[i sway budnaam -aamir zaki]

The whales likes to touch ..
i just realized i cant go back further than the beginning of december till the end of january. if anything important happened in november or after january 25th, im sorrie message me about it or something.

by the way last night it was pouring outside. :)

oh so tomorrow is Christmas, Quaid's b'day. n most importantly its MIRZA XULFEQAR HUSSAIN aka xulfee bhai's birthday tomorrow. im gonna have a long long day. i guess yea.. well, who knows the little weird me.

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i miss xulfee bhai
i miss hamster
i miss ayaaz
i miss you _ef
i really do.
really really do.

to all the precious people i met in my life.. all of them have gone now. just between the period of same december n january. i missed you by my side. every bit of my life misses you around. sometimes i still feel incomplete with you.

hehh..these months are the mystery for me. i don't like this translucency of new years in my life.


mei ...jia
5:32a

0 lend me some sugar.

 

written by jia.

  ..so lately i have been in this stay-up-till 7am, ungrammatical, nostalgic, talk to myself. paranoid, insomniac, wide eyed, and a little intense. okie maybe little is an understatement. wish i knew if i wanted stability more than the complete range of emotions and melodrama. if only life could be summarized in one simple word...good or bad. -im too young to be stuck somewhere in the middle, sitting on a fence and whining about it. no, i cant write an intro for myself, hence i ask you to read the damn blog. maybe.. you'll find out more through my posts. n in the meanwhile take a panadol handy.. .

tell me you luv me..

Terror Alert Level -

dynasty -

One crow sorrow
Two crows mirth
Three crows a joining
Four crows a birth
Five crows lucky
Six crows cold
Seven crows a secret
Never to be told

mantra -

 

- Lately...

 When I was a child
a story was told
about the devil
and a girl so bold.
He offered her riches,
a fortune of gold,
and lovers abound.
But she lifted her soul,
she lifted her soul clean.
Like the story was told
on a dark country road
the same man appeared to me...

But I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

Now twenty years later
to the place I return where I scorned the angels
for a passion that burned.
There set in a tree
a knot twisted and turned,
the face of a creature Hell bound.
So long ago
could my mind've played jokes on me?
As darkness sets in,
unavoidable sin,
the truth I try not to believe....

That I reached, I reached
through the rain to the Devil's feet.

-by Azure Ray

 

ode to meaning..

_________________

One Tree Hill - New Zealand.
Dedicated to Xulfee Bhai, who chose to die in the Summer of 2003 Oct 7.

calm before the storm

_________________

Numb by Linkin Park

And i know
I may end up failing too
But i know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you..
I've become so Numb...I can't feel you there.

moon phase

calculated distractions

• aZ!
• max
• Aks
• Atif
• Ines
• just iffi
• jaali jojo

broken promises ..

said he: tum jaisay doosron say bhaagti ho aur chupati ho .. wohi mere saath bhi kiya....  "  

~*~  current mood ...

                 

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